A Young Woman learning to fly own her own

My blog is a journey of living and learning to spread my wings out on my own. It has been a crazy time in my life with the most rewarding and challenging adventures. My life is every changing book and the rest has yet to be written.
Who I am: A daughter of God. An aunt to a niece and two nephews. A sister to a Leukemia survivor and a daughter to a breast cancer survivor. A sister to 2 brothers, a blessing brother(leukemia survivor) because I'm adopted, 1 step-brother, 4 sisters, a sister-in-law, and a step-sister. I'm a college student who is trying to figure out everything in life as I go the way God wants me to go.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

When you think things are going well in your life..


You have to take a step back and realize that maybe you have to live the nightmare all over again. You wonder did God think we missed a valuable lesson the first time around or is the Devil trying to take away our joy. Well either way the Devil is in for a kick in the butt again this time around. We are closer as a family, love each other, and believe in the power of prayer and faith. You, you wicked beast will not defeat this family and you are only making our faith in God stronger and making our family closer.
Am I a selfish 20something year old and I will tell you no. As you read in my earlier post if someone asked me if I could make and change anything would I.?. No, I wouldn't as I would go back and do everything again. If I have to go through this with my family and if in 5 years you ask me the same thing, I would look at you in the eyes and say again, I wouldn't change a thing. I would not change a thing as I would do anything for anyone I love and care about especially my family. If that means going home and than I would do it in a heart beat. My education will still happen, but I will be there for my family all over again.
My family went through this 5 years ago and you know what we made it out on the other side. We will make it out AGAIN on the other side. WE CAN and WE WILL, nothing will stand in our way if this is God's plan and the Devil will not tear us down. These 5 years again will be tough if it is what they think it is, but these 5 years will bring even more joy, love, and most of all Faith.
Devil, you will not conquer my family and you will not win. We will not let you as we are God's children and we are in His hands. 

God you know how much we love you. We thank-you everyday for your love and grace in our lives. We come before you and ask that your will be done in our lives and we pray that your grace, love, and guidance will be there for us along the way. We are in your hands and our faith will only be greater no matter what happens in finding out the tests. We love you and we will ask this in your name.  Amen.
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